Negative energy

Good evening people 🙂 this is the first post from my phone, I hope it goes okay and actually publishes!

I haven’t had the best day today in all honesty, I have carried a lot of negative energy with me throughout the day thinking about my ex and I am dissapointed in myself! The whole point of blocking him was so I could live a life on my own and be happy, not to dwell on not being with him. I want to achieve lots so I need to focus on the things that matter!

I had work today and I love my job so much! I work on a makeup counter and its so much fun, having targets to hit literally makes my life! This months target is HUGEEE but I will feel so proud of myself and my co-worker once we have reached it and got our commission 😉 Like I said, I was feeling very negative today so I feel like it affected my work, although I did try to sell sell sell and of course be grateful for my customers, but all I could think about was my relationship, or lack of it. This frustrates me so much as I know I could of done so much better if I had just pushed the negative thoughts out of my mind and been a positive Polly! But this is a lesson learnt and I am absolutely buzzing for Sunday, the next day I’m in on my own as I am going to try my absolute best, work so hard and be grateful for all my customers and make sure I link sell items ect so I can hit my targets. Of course I want to make sure my customers leave with more than just some products, I want them to leave with a big old smile and a happy experience!

I suppose another good thing thats come out of this down day is that I bought myself some new make-up. I was a little worried that maybe I hadn’t sold enough products so to bump up the sales I bought myself a new lipstick, eyebrow kit and foundation! The lipstick is a gorgeous burgundy shade and I’ve had my eye on it for ages, my friend bought it at the weekend too so we can be twins! It’s a lovely lovely colour and I can’t wait to wear it! I have never used the eyebrow kit before but I really need one as currently I am using way too dark eyeshadow, so I thought its about time I got my brows back on fleek! The foundation is one that my sister also wears and it gives a really nice dewy finish, I love a dewy finish so I’m excited to wear that tommorow!

Other than work I have just been chilling at home, eating my favourite Chinese food and watching ‘I’m a celebrity – coming out’ with my family! I love my family so so much and spending time with them makes my day! I’m so excited as I’m off to see a show with them tomorrow evening and I’m super grateful that I have got some quality family time to look forward to!

So thats it for my day! I hope you have all had a lovely day today and have felt lots of happiness and positivity!

Thankyou so so much for reading,

lots of love,



By 50shad3s0fjay

Hello everyone my name is JENNIE! Follow me on my journey of happiness and love ❤️❤️

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