How scary is it to realise that you’ve actually lost someone through no fault but your own. When you look back on how things could have been had you have done things differently but it’s too late now because you didn’t do things differently. We can’t dwell on the past because what’s meant to be will be, what’s meant to have been will have been. Everything happens for a reason and some things are nothing more than lessons learnt. Maybe if I’d have known then what I know now things would have worked out differently but that still doesn’t mean they’d have worked out for the best. I still could have lost that person even if I’d done everything perfectly. If someone’s meant to be in your life they will be, if not they won’t be. Simple as. So there’s no point dwelling on the what if’s and I shoulda done this because I truly believe that what’s meant to be will be and anyone who’s meant to be in my life, will always find their way back. The Universe knows what it’s doing and even though this ‘loss’ might hurt now, it won’t forever, there’s light at the end of the tunnel!