‘That was every piece of magic I’ve manifested but so much better’
I burst into tears.
Kieran smiled down at me ‘why are you crying this way?’ He stroked my cheek, wiped my tears.
My heart soared, yet broke, all at the same time.
It broke for myself. For ever accepting a love less than this, for ever letting a man ‘love’ me in any other way than this. For ever accepting less than what I deserve.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry. You never deserved that pain. I breathed deeply into myself. It hurts to know that I ever accepted less than a love that’s magic, did I not believe that it existed? Why did I allow anything but this? What was I waiting for? A miracle?
Miracles come when you let go. When you free yourself from what you ‘want’, and allow yourself to be taken to your truest hearts desire. What you truly deserve.
Some people aren’t met for us.
Some people are.
We learn from them both, and I forgive myself for forgetting my worth, not stepping into my power.
I forgive the men who couldn’t love me the way I wished and deserved to be loved, for it is not their fault. It is nobody’s fault.
We love who we love and everything else is irrelevant.
You can’t make someone love you.
You can’t stop someone from loving you.
Love is just love.
We accept it.
We allow it.
We eventually meet the one, who makes us wonder, why we ever accepted less.
We meet the one who makes us question everything.
The one who makes us think, why oh why, did I give my everything, begging and pleading, hoping, praying, dreaming this man could love me, when now I’ve met someone who does that without me having to even try.
He loves me for Me.
I love him for Him.
He makes me smile,
He makes me laugh
Not an ounce of pain,
I thought that’s what love was,
The relationships I’ve known,
Heartbreak, arguments, break ups,
Kieran has shown me fun,
Simple pleasures and joy,
He’s shown me care.
I’ve never begged for his attention,
I’ve never had to.
He is there,
Reminding me that he loves me.
I knew it before he’d even said it.
I knew it from the day we met.
Because when you know, you know.
I knew instantly.
It was everything I ever dreamed of and more.
The love I’ve been manifesting,
It found its way to me,
It came into my life in the form of my strong and handsome dreamboat.
A man who sheds a tear with me when I tell him I love him too.
Because it’s the same magic for him.
You can’t stop a Soulmate.
The One who is meant, will always make their way.
I always believed in magic.
They say you don’t have to see it to believe it.
But now I’m lucky enough to see
And not just simply dream